Valkoihoiset ihmiset pomppii riemusta ja huudahtaa ääneen "HIP HIP HURRAA!!!" kun veljenpojan kastajaisissa on tarjolla perunasalaattia ja voileipäkakkua
Fuck you, I don't wanna talk to you anymore
*takes the deepest breath and exhales, becoming incorporeal as I temporarily vacate my flesh using my mouth as egress, leaving my corpus to stand up for five seconds before crumpling over and becoming comatose until my return*
I'm like this because when I was an infant they smacked the soft spot of my head with a tablespoon and it went and made the loudest thudding echo of recorded human history, and then I proceeded to shit myself and cry
Yeah man, put me on a T-shirt. Send me to the lobby. Just go ahead and tear my flesh like petals from a stem. Make my remains unrecognizable. Make them dig out my dental records to identify my shit, I don't care anymore.
First year ever when I haven't known what I'm going to do for Halloween, shit's unironically kind of scary, I've been so busy just trying to get by that it almost completely slipped my mind. I'll figure out something though
No matter how much people call me a passoid or pretty or whatever, I will never be able to see it with my own eyes, even if all the stars align in terms of objective looks. I am unironically fucking ruined
Tearing out my fucking ribcage and fashioning it into a skateboard and hitting the sickest fucking pisslow beginner-tier kickflip with it before losing my balance and falling on the pavement and cracking open my neck and spilling forth spinal fluid onto the pavement
i got banned from the local grocery store for screaming out "SARIN GAS EVERYBODY FUCKING RUN" for. you guessed it. being white
I feel like I've been embalmed with septic waste and forcefully reanimated with methods incomprehensible
ADHD is parasitic. At least I can see that being autistic kinda shapes the person I am in a way where you couldn't excise it, but ADHD does nothing but take and take and make me feel awful things that would be completely avoidable, on top of also amplifying how bad they feel
not a day goes by when i don't wish that i wasn't afflicted with this fucking IRL equivalent of a game-ending debuff stack known as being an autistic tranny. struggling against it and carving something out of my existence regardless feels meaningful but it's so horribly unfair
