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Do you know what I think is the saddest part of all this? We couldn't even enjoy the last few months or experience them in peace. There were constant breakup rumors, practically every single day, and negativity coming from everywhere. We didn't deserve that. Even if it all turned out to be true in the end, we deserved to look back on those final months with warmth, not with the sadness I feel when I remember them now. They were also constantly attacked for different reasons, and that hurts me so much. :(( Everything was surrounded by negativity. I remember how the fandom was constantly living with anxiety and uncertainty. Even though we tried to create a safe space for everyone, there were always cracks through which people with bad intentions would find their way in, planting doubts and making the atmosphere unbearable. :(( And I know many people say it was obvious, but it wasn't obvious to those of us who trusted them wholeheartedly, who believed that nothing like this would happen and who, until the very end, tried our best to make sure everyone could enjoy this journey and feel happy. And in the end, the antis and solo stans got what they seemed to want so badly, yet they are still attacking and tormenting the fandom during one of its most difficult moments. It's exhausting and heartbreaking to watch how, even now, when we need a little peace more than ever, they keep finding ways to make everything even more painful. We also deserved to experience this chapter with a little peace.