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will probs end up a diary or ill forget about it something but 😭😭 hi #edtwtㅤ

todays first and hopefully ONLY meal of the day. i didnt finish the rice it was so greasy so i left some of it and ate extra cereal instead

no binge november about to be more like never stop binging november

people say relationships make u gain weight so why did mine make me lose

was almost happy its the weekend now until i remembered the struggle to restrict during them

if i keep maintaining i will actually COMMIT DIE

can i stop being so freaking fat im gonna cry

todays omad idk cals again

today was a great day so why do i feel so bad

quality i be watching mukbangs in cuz my wifi is SO ass but i still have to silence the food noise somehow

i swear mirrors in malls always make you look a whole lot fatter than you really are

sorry for the inactivity today was kinda busy

todays omad idk how many cals

i started getting cramps

period is officially a week late wtf this is the first time i am completely missing my period since i started restricting it would come a bit late or last a day or two but i would get like warning signs such as cramps n acne i got none of that now

ive been sleeping so fucking ass because of ana insomnia make it stop