𝗦𝗲𝗹𝗳-𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗰𝗶𝗼𝘂𝘀 .

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Someone in the world always has an eye on you.

I just wanna be in my own world without feeling like this, but life just isn ' t that simple .

The slightest bit of confrontration over something trival(?) and I feel like shit . Wonderful .

If I ever seem distant, I'm probably in my head and think you're annoyed or tired of me.

thinking if quitting roleplaying for the 100th time .

Once again don't feel like I fit anywhere.

The life span of my new ideas are getting shorter and shorter . . .

Meanwhile, i'm waiting to go back to one and thinking about reviving my Fantasy OC .

Idea well is drying up on some of my accounts.

God forbid I have something nice going in life. Damn.

post-FUCKING-limit. Can't have even the SLIGHTEST bit of damn motion on C.C.

I'm stretching myself thin again.

Max is slowly becoming one of those accounts I dunno how to post with and am slowly beginning to rely on smut interactions. I had plans for him, but now it feels like i'm moving too fast .

maybe. I go back to just being on my nekomiya. Everything has been feeling bad since I decided to open up some of my other accounts. Or maybe i'm just in my own head.

do I really even have an interaction circle?

One of my greatest pet peeves has to be following someone for a long time, not getting acknowledged, then unfollowing them ONLY for them to turn around and follow me back afterwards. Like . . . Why not any earlier? Why when I'm just about no longer interested?

It always feels like I'm competing with other people. I just wanna quit overthinking and ignore the popularity demon on my shoulder.

i'm done ooc posting for a while. I do it too much.

trying not to go off the rails and post into burnout.

Feeling. . . Inadequate .