Read your whole reflection. It’s pretty brutal, and realistic. I feel you deserve a proper reply. Would love to chat sometime too. I agree with your analysis of crypto. want to give you a look at something at might help you move on. First off, I was super convicted. would have held it to zero, until I realized I have little to zero influence over the team. Closing it into loss should be something world crushing, not just financially but also ego death. however I was not impacted much because my view is this: 1) I consider myself a modern day warrior I spend all my days trying to find defeat people in business. Crypto is just another arena. how many sleepless nights have I given someone else when I sell the top, or get a win lose contract. so it is only right when it is my turn to fall, i will do it with grace. I have also been a sinner, but when my time comes as long as I look my opponent in the eye, I will forgive myself for everything. 2)I believe in something greater. Not to be a religious bro, but we are living in pretty crazy times. And I believe men will put to the test in our lifetime . when god choses to deploy me, I hope I have built enough influence and wealth to serve. Maybe his task for me is to just buy time for someone else. Maybe his plan is just for me to inspire someone in darkness so they can carry on to achieve something that benefits humanity. Maybe it was just to get this message to you. Who knows. Life works in mysterious ways. I however cannot allow one bad investment to slow me or weaken me in anyway. I feel for you, and everyone who made losses. may you take you time to recover. then carry on, the world has need for us. maybe not in crypto but we all have a role to play. onwards upwards soldier, over the hill.