aurora 🌙🪽

hello everyone , i'm still struggling severely to get by each month after being rendered disabled by my PTSD & CPTSD if you are willing to help we would be so grateful ko-fi.com/wishkept thank you so very much 😭💙

how wonderful and precious to be alive and have friends how tightly i clutch this thought how much i pray it saves me one small wish

cm ・ 🎀🌷 komaenya

after treatment im not allowed to drive for 24 hrs so i have to rely on my insurance transportation , currently listening to one of the nurses here get on them hard for how many times they failed me (sometimes had to walk home, they didn’t show up today either) never really had someone stand up for me like this but today God sent me an angel XD 😭🤣💕💕💕 may God bless her sevenfold sjjfdkcksfkdkj

in treatment today , i brought these two with me it’s me and my big brother @Xurran ! i love himb shoo mush

i'm truly so sorry i haven't been able to stream , i'm once again suffering from memory issues , brain fog , and speech impairment i hope to return with a new design i'm put a lot of love in it and also to represent the invisible illnesses i suffer from but God work everything together for good i'm keep believe that when i see you all again ill be so happy im not able to be the aurora you met me as and i hope thats OK . . i learned just how much i had been masking (autism) and living in survival mode i wanted to heal and come back to tell my story and finally be among my precious friends to finally speak coherent sentences to be able to remember things i love you all so very dearly you have changed my life so much over the years my friends , my community , clients , mutuals , peers , viewers , lurkers , so on i got to meet so many people and hear their stories remember their names and their own battles which always inspired me to keep going , too sometimes you can never know the impact you have on someone's life , so always be kind and always set your boundaries , be strong and courageous ! never question your worth i've been saying that to my friends lately i'm trying to remain tethered to this world to be honest , my heart is full of immense pain but i still love everyone , and think of everyone there are things going on in my irl right now that should really help me , though it will take time praise God for that ! as a survivor of SA for a decade , those who take care of me medically and so on are making a way for me and protecting me thank you so much for your kindness and prayers it truly has been a hard time i've been truly struggling mentally , it's been incredibly dark in my head sometimes but i'm so grateful for everyone here , it's warm , and i desperately wish to overcome the fears i have to lean on others or let them in , i've experienced so many betrayals of trust i never realized inside that there is a little girl who is terrified to be punished or hurt my friends , i'm so very thankful for you i'm sorry to write so much when i come back , i may be a PNGtuber , but i really hope you will enjoy all the things i wish to change , and make new , the things i will prepare to offer my community for all they have done for me thank you all for being so kind , i have battled shame so intimately , but none of you have ever looked down on me thank you so much for treating me like a human being you will never be able to understand how much that has meant to me after all i've been through , and the memories i recently had to relive no matter what happens , please keep going on please keep choosing love as you all do you are wonderful to me this moon dragon may be eclipsed , but i will keep working hard to break free of these chains and come back stronger thank you sweet friends for all you have done for me ♡