Bobby Haiqalsyah

In reality we are never truly ‘good’ nor ‘bad’, truly all masculine nor all feminine, the spaces in between our polarities is more vast than the extremes that we aspire or identify with. Even good intentions can lead to ‘bad’ outcomes.

Today’s meditation: Letting go of attachments for emotional validation, of health and pain, of my youth and vigour, joys and disappointments

All in all it’s just a part of life isn’t it?

I’m scared for my health and mortality honestly.. In the meantime my housemate couldn’t care less

If you’re wondering where I’ve been: Turned 40 last month and struggling with sleep apnea, obesity, smoking, osteoarthritis, and now actual arthritic pains on my fingers.

Thank God for the illustrator auto save working perfectly for once

Housemate is back on his terror spree slamming doors all around the house and playing music as loud as possible. What’s the law when things like this happens? Happens every time he’s displeased about something in the house – at Melbourne, Victoria

In roast duck we trust

⁦@aulia⁩ a wild Masna found

Dad is in ER again, he started his battle with colon cancer this year. I haven’t seen him in 8 years and I might not be able to get to see him for another year or two until international travels opens up again.

Thanks to armandpranoto from rupaindo for this awesome animation of my design for @playingarts instagram.com/p/CB_-wnchkwg/…

Thank you so much