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yap central. 24, they/she, gay as hell for @FenixFright

queen of wasteland, baby!
Joined April 2020
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exactly a year since this post and its still so crazy that he's back with me, and as happy and sweet as could be <3 i thought he was dead a year ago, couldn't have ever fathomed getting him back, and especially not him being the same incredibly sweet boy he was in his youth
i have very little reach here but uh. i just found out my cat that i lost 7 years ago is alive so i'm doing emergency comms so i can go get him
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this reminds me of my hamburger helper recipe from preschool
it's so stupid but this image genuinely makes me laugh out loud every time i see it
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second hit tweet in 2 days i'm so fucking scared
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also i just realized i said preschool but this was actually kindergarten idk if that makes it better or worse
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๐ŸŒฟโ˜€๏ธ fern! โ˜€๏ธ๐ŸŒฟ retweeted
NOTE: This is likely due to OPT-IN policy on this platform. And if you ever see my name or icon on this. It is not true and complete bullshit.
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The popularization of therapy speak has done enormous collective social damage. Yes, the meltdowns of people with BPD are manipulative, in the same way that it's manipulative to scream for help when you're in danger, or for a person with cancer to post a gofundme. Any attempt
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gay asshole cats are having a lover's spat so i'm not letting them look at each other
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๐ŸŒฟโ˜€๏ธ fern! โ˜€๏ธ๐ŸŒฟ retweeted
I feel like more people now are so quick to turn on somebody with mental illnesses the moment the ugly starts showing through the cracks. Itโ€™s not encouraging to feel like you have a support system when those people would be inclined to leave you in the dirt at your worst.
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๐ŸŒฟโ˜€๏ธ fern! โ˜€๏ธ๐ŸŒฟ retweeted
Bpd is more then just crashouts. Itโ€™s a lot of silent lonely suffering, beating yourself up over things from years ago, not letting yourself get close to people etc. We need help but we need understanding too, we didnโ€™t ask for intense emotional mood swings.
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also i'm not saying people should excuse bad behavior or that people with bpd shouldn't take accountability, but i'm BEGGING y'all to understand that there's nuance and that people with bpd are unwell. this mental illness insanely painful to live with and navigate
i genuinely wish i had the self control to take a break from this hell app, because now there's bpd discourse going around and its a fucking triggering nightmare as someone who has bpd. no i can't "control my thoughts" during a split what the fuck are you talking about.
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the way people villianize bpd and dismiss breakdowns as being manipulative or attention seeking is a huge part of why so many of us with this disorder kill ourselves or try to. the world loves to kick mentally ill people when they're down
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if you think bpd is exhausting to deal with then imagine how much worse it is to live with. nobody is obligated to cater to mentally ill people, nor should anyone feel like they are. but if you'd rather let someone go because its too much, at least be kind about it
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seeing this scene on my tl has been frying me because the one and only time i've had the misfortune of this show plaguing my dreams, it was genuinely almost this EXACT scenario. i've been waiting for it to actually happen ever since. most predictable vivziepop plot
Oh thats gore of my comfort characterโ€ฆ. Seriously doh this scene auctally was heartbreaking to me if they auctally killed her in this moment wouldโ€™ve made me quit the show and how calls blitz dad made me cry
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like genuinely the only differences are the setting and the fact that in the dream she was shot instead of impaled. everything else plays out exactly like that dream this is so fucking funny. i'm not a helluva boss fan why did my subconscious even do that
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one with bpd will not seek out help if everyone demonizes them one with bpd also may not seek out help if people are saying their behaviour is okay point out harmful behaviour that should be addressed w/ care โœ… act hateful and call all ppl w/ bpd evil โŒ
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๐ŸŒฟโ˜€๏ธ fern! โ˜€๏ธ๐ŸŒฟ retweeted
BPD really is the worst because you could be on your last limb screaming and crying and begging for someone to just show a shred of sympathy, but then you're labeled as a manipulative abuser because you're hurting and want someone to care
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Genuinely when Iโ€™m splitting i feel like my mind, body and soul are being ripped in half. I go through all of my copes and try my best to be consciously aware of the things im saying and doing but genuinely there are times where everything fails and you cant do anything abt it
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wtf are you talking about. what switch up. people have been saying all this for years ๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿ’€
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if you can't be a fan of something without acknowledging a lot of the source material and merch/content is ass then maybe you aren't a real fan
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warrior cats kinda just sucks a lot of the time. i still love warrior cats, but a lot of what we're given is bad quality, whether it be the writing, merch, or the game. i'd rather acknowledge that than pretend everything about it is great ๐Ÿ˜ญ???
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