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જ⁀➴ ♡ 20 ;; transsexual multigender man ;; aromantic bisexual ;; bipolar c-did sys ;; artist ;; 2nd year psych major ;; gnostic ;; kinship adoptee ;; eng/rus

ᢉ𐭩 he . it . she . neos .ᐟ
Joined August 2025
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𝙻𝚎𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚎𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚎𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚎𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚎𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗 𝙻𝚊𝚒𝚗
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why are all my posts blowing up
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in the computer lab and there’s so many open computers and this guy just HAS to sit right next to me
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I kind of dislike this sentiment because fakeclaiming does real tangible harm to disabled people, and its especially dangerous directed towards people with the disorder thats notorious for denial being a major trait.
Replying to @lainpiilled
Who cares what they have to say? It's not up to them to make peace with your inner world. It's up to you.
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“what are your transition goals??” i wanna look like onda andar
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i used to just dump it all on them lmao
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ꕀ﹒ neo / avah ?¿ retweeted
"DID only happens to people after severe trauma, like war veterans" has to be THE most disgusting piece of DID misinformation out there because american veterans are adult criminals. The people getting DID are their victims, of which there's many just in the past 20 years.
People will be all “to ACTUALLY have DID, you have to have gone through horrific trauma like trafficking” and i’ll be like “okay, that happened to me” and they’ll be all “well you still don’t have DID”
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imagine killing yourself and your friends use your body as a christmas tree
MERRY DIGITAL CHRISTMAS! Looks like Caine's no stranger to this festive tradition🎄🎁But in all seriousness, we're SO excited for 2024 & can't wait to debut more Digital Circus, Murder Drones & news about our new show Gaslight District! HAPPY HOLIDAYS SEE YOU IN THE NEW YEAR!💖🎅
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ꕀ﹒ neo / avah ?¿ retweeted
Mountain lovers, is this accurate?
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me taking great care of my hair knowing damn well i veil 75% of the time and no one is seeing most of it
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ꕀ﹒ neo / avah ?¿ retweeted
Nobody really cares if you’re suicidal but they act like they really cared when you die
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When you have a dissociative disorder it becomes extremely pronounced. Pfp regularly affects which parts are out for me. Not always, but it’s frequent enough to be notable.
does anyone else feel like their pfp affects their personality online or is that just me. i usually use calmer characters (fumiya/tao/yukikaze etc) as pfps but on discord rn i’ve got a renga one and it’s making me act noticeably more excitable and energetic. which is scary.
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People will be all “to ACTUALLY have DID, you have to have gone through horrific trauma like trafficking” and i’ll be like “okay, that happened to me” and they’ll be all “well you still don’t have DID”
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the amount of times this has happened to me is truly astonishing and quite disgusting.
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do you ever feel digital?
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marsha linehan died :(
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i love you undiagnosed systems who dont know theyre a system... i love you undiagnosed systems that know theyre a system but dont want to lable themselves/cant get a diagnosis i love you systems who dont want to get diagnosed i love you diagnosed systems i LOVE you!!!!
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strawpage is back in my bio
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going to see you can see everything tomorrow
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ykw i dont care about passing anymore bc there’s nothing I can do at the moment to make myself pass
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