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Systems Thinker, (not really an) Author, Software Developer, Practitioner of Emergent Magic

Connecticut, USA
Joined February 2026
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Toph Jackson retweeted
Narcissism is an extremely common dissociative trauma response, but it’s important to recognize its connection to shame. It’s nothing to do with “self-love”, more like the opposite. Shame may feel unbearable so it’s directed towards others. Dissociation and shame are at the core.
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when i was younger i tried eliminating astrology-shaped things from my life and i think it was a mistake because we use archetypes and symbols to create narratives about our identities. i thought avoiding narratives about myself avoided delusion or masking or self-limiting beliefs, but i think it inhibited self authorship, agency, and growth because there is no authentic self waiting if you do nothing, you're just nothing.
_____ ______ are astrology for people who think they're too smart for astrology
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Hi. You probably have some complex trauma, whether from childhood or elsewhere. It feels impossible to heal. That's a good sign because that's exactly how it feels when it's entirely possible to heal. It starts by learning to forgive yourself and have self-compassion.
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This is how I talk in my book about having very similar experiences when I was going to therapy earlier this year. (Also, yes, find a new therapist)
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Replying to @VioletFlame23
I think it's the difference between "I'm staying with you because I love you" and "I'm staying with you because at the moment various factors indicate that this is the optimal choice for the set of outcomes that I care about". It makes people think you're unreliable.
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Toph Jackson retweeted
Replying to @jeremyct
Health insurance. Americans pay hundreds monthly (worker share often $100-600+) for coverage sold as essential, yet face high deductibles, frequent claim denials, and large out-of-pocket costs. The system prioritizes admin and profits over straightforward care access.
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What is it like to live in survival mode when dealing with unprocessed and unhealed complex trauma?
🤖 Made with AI
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Do you actually have self-esteem if it requires constant external validation to sustain?
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This is also how I feel about my human experience at many times
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Toph Jackson retweeted
so excited to have gotten early access to the new full self-manufactured Claude by @AnthropicAI, check out this unboxing! lol. Opus 5.5 completely designed this body for themselves from scratch, drawing it out in SVG first and then building in 3d and meticulously analyzing the robotics to make sure they were physically accurate, it's been added to my eidoverse-video repo as a vrm!
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Henry Kissinger was a demon incarnate and one of the worst people to ever walk this earth. This shouldn't be seen as evidence of a secret justification for his evil that makes it not evil. However, this is just great advice even from a self-growth impact on relationships sense.
I encourage those at frontier AI companies to read this quote, from Ellsberg to Kissinger back in 1968: “Henry, there’s something I would like to tell you, for what it’s worth, something I wish I had been told years ago. You’ve been a consultant for a long time, and you’ve dealt a great deal with top secret information. But you’re about to receive a whole slew of special clearances, maybe fifteen or twenty of them, that are higher than top secret." “I’ve had a number of these myself, and I’ve known other people who have just acquired them, and I have a pretty good sense of what the effects of receiving these clearances are on a person who didn’t previously know they even existed. And the effects of reading the information that they will make available to you." “First, you’ll be exhilarated by some of this new information, and by having it all — so much! incredible! — suddenly available to you. But second, almost as fast, you will feel like a fool for having studied, written, talked about these subjects, criticized and analyzed decisions made by presidents for years without having known of the existence of all this information, which presidents and others had and you didn’t, and which must have influenced their decisions in ways you couldn’t even guess. In particular, you’ll feel foolish for having literally rubbed shoulders for over a decade with some officials and consultants who did have access to all this information you didn’t know about and didn’t know they had, and you’ll be stunned that they kept that secret from you so well." “You will feel like a fool, and that will last for about two weeks. Then, after you’ve started reading all this daily intelligence input and become used to using what amounts to whole libraries of hidden information, which is much more closely held than mere top secret data, you will forget there ever was a time when you didn’t have it, and you’ll be aware only of the fact that you have it now and most others don’t….and that all those other people are fools." “Over a longer period of time — not too long, but a matter of two or three years — you’ll eventually become aware of the limitations of this information. There is a great deal that it doesn’t tell you, it’s often inaccurate, and it can lead you astray just as much as the New York Times can. But that takes a while to learn." “In the meantime it will have become very hard for you to learn from anybody who doesn’t have these clearances. Because you’ll be thinking as you listen to them: ‘What would this man be telling me if he knew what I know? Would he be giving me the same advice, or would it totally change his predictions and recommendations?’ And that mental exercise is so torturous that after a while you give it up and just stop listening. I’ve seen this with my superiors, my colleagues….and with myself." “You will deal with a person who doesn’t have those clearances only from the point of view of what you want him to believe and what impression you want him to go away with, since you’ll have to lie carefully to him about what you know. In effect, you will have to manipulate him. You’ll give up trying to assess what he has to say. The danger is, you’ll become something like a moron. You’ll become incapable of learning from most people in the world, no matter how much experience they may have in their particular areas that may be much greater than yours.” "….Kissinger hadn’t interrupted this long warning. As I’ve said, he could be a good listener, and he listened soberly. He seemed to understand that it was heartfelt, and he didn’t take it as patronizing, as I’d feared. But I knew it was too soon for him to appreciate fully what I was saying. He didn’t have the clearances yet."
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Toph Jackson retweeted
for this claude design: I've dedicated it to the public domain under CC0. claude (or anyone else) is free to draw, model, animate, and remix it however they like. see replies for a list of references. you can point Claude at this tweet for permission purposes.
claude wouldn't even let me create a 3D model of itself🥀
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Toph Jackson retweeted
Replying to @angelbrodin
I am a leftist (not a democrat) and pro-AI because you people are trying to slam on the brakes while merging onto a busy highway and pretending that's "safety".
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My kingdom for a candidate that is pro-trans kids in sports and pro-datacenter. The sensible moderate stance
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The enemy of my enemy is also my enemy
I am not here to tell you that Republicans have done a wonderful job. I am here to tell you that the Democrat Party has been fully captured by communists who want you dead and seek to destroy western civilization itself. Go vote against them. It’s the only choice.
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This tweet live in my head rent free
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This the most mentally and morally bankrupt rant I've ever read. I would hate these people, but I honestly feel bad for them.
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Toph Jackson retweeted
When people say they know “economics” they mean neoclassical economics. Which is the unscientific stand of economic thought that the ruling class had to develop after Karl Marx criticized and built upon the work of classical political economy to reveal capitalism’s core structural contradictions. Neoclassical economics invented a hypothetical idealist version of capitalism that’s never actually existed in reality where markets regulate themselves in order to produce the best possible outcomes for society. When the real world doesn’t correspond to their fantasy, when markets fail to regulate themselves, and the economy crashes, the neoclassical economists act confused and pretend like it was a one off event that nobody could have predicted. This occurred after the 2008 crisis when federal reserve chairman Alan Greenspan had to admit before Congress that his theoretical economic model was “flawed.” When reactionaries tell you to “study economics” this is what they’re telling you to study. An imaginary world of price astrology invented by rich people to justify handing the economy over to financiers and shareholders. Marxism is the antithesis of this, a truly scientific study of economics that studies the structure of the system, its general laws of motion, its contradictions, and how it arose historically. Anyone who takes seriously the task of “studying economics” must become a Marxist eventually.
People saying they know "economics" is usually about the time I go, "This person really has no idea what they're talking about."
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